Friday, September 04, 2009
{ 1:40 AM }
our first ever major uproar today, who has the last say?
EASTCOAST to indulge in the ever cooling sea breeze is what i love to do the most. i seriously yearn to build my house next to the sea, cause i love the gorgeous scenery, the beautiful sight. i just love everything related to the sea[: it's always the sea that is able to cheer me up, yeah this time even haggen dazz ice-cream didn't help a single bit. i took a few scoops and was more depressed cause it felt bitter, and no longer sweet. i dont know how long i can put up with all these, i dont know how i should go about dealing with it. boy you know i'm seriously not strong at all, you know my threshold is low, i cannot tolerate it. much as you are pissed with the uproars, it's not as if i'm not. it's not as if i'm not suffering from any kind of heartaches too. maybe it's just me. i seriously don't know. anyway, i'm sorry for ranting and quarrelling with you, i guessed we were both equally pissed. should we have taken a step back? no, i know we both wont. hahaha. oh well, let's just see what God plans next for us then. never ending cycle, you know it, because everything has reached its peak, where the bands are being broken, so let's just see if we're able to fix back everything again. nights boy.
postscript. dropped a coin in the sea, and make your wish. and all i ever wish is to go back to the days without quarrels.
@ 5.14am
everything's fine now i supposed, sorry for the misunderstandings boy. ]: but if only you could sit down and slowly explain every single thing to me? i'm having mixed feelings about everything now. confused is the word.
0 KISSED.
